here again

after taking a short break. i m back in front of my pc with whole new sort of stufff happening in my life. life is a strange thing. brings things beyond imagination and gives u lot more then u deserve , worst if u deserve bad. i hav landed into a college finally. things goin cool over there. proffesional life just on the right track. but as mentioned when u get something gud the proability of getting bad wid it is more high. philosiphical all this stuff seems. but philosiphies r made when ur mind doesnt get ways to express out some hidden feelings. i have many dreams still waiting in my thoughts to get realised. but the only prob is stuff ran out of my hand and i m just holdin on the dreams and no sign of ways to fullfill them. over all messed up in my mind. and the only way to keep myself going on is dug up my mind in my proffesion and stop thinking. the biggest support is family at hard time. but when u commit some mistakes and failure in life it makes u a bit distant 4rm family also. at this point of life friends are the 1 who motivate u. but they are also bound at certain limit. thats a glimse of the play ground in my mind with thousands of emotions playin their part real well in hanging it up.

Fear and tear

Oh! my gosh look at the smile on the new born babies face. Its the most beautiful one. After a nap the baby opens his eyes and tears drip down his cheeks. Probablly many of us knws the correct reason. Its fear when the child doesnt finds his mom around and result are lots of tears. My dear friends this is the start of the journey in the world of fear and tear.

We grow up so does the fear. At the age of 9 i was the most coward child in my family. Fear of ghost haunted me the most. And i always ran at the back of my dad . At night always slept with the lights on. Not only the night lamps but the tubelights also. Who knew that there might be a boggeeman under my bed and grab and eat me up in mids of night. Funny these small fears seems now. But at that time i use to cry horribly. And spend the night in my moms lap. And use to sleep the most peaceful sleep. and dreamed about fairies .

Now i m grown up. fear of making through a good college haunt me and some time brings tears in my eyes. Hey! dear friends you might have gone through the same fear full nights. Half naps and somtime dizzy mood?  As we grow up our loved ones also incraese. So fear of loosing them. Again we drawn in tears. So tears and fears are a part of life.

But the best part is that we have family and friends to support us, wipe our tears and to some extent decraese our fears. Uuuuuhuuuuuuuu! you bad bad fear i have my family near so there isnt much place for tears

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THE SMS LANGUAGE

My last writing surely contained lots of mistake but believe me they become a part of life for short time when you have passed school and not yet landed into a college. Maximum time you spend with mobile, text msging your friend to carry on life in a manner making you feel that yes dude you are not yet alone and friends are always there. But as said that over dose of anything is always harmful. So am i suffering that the spell mistake have now become a part. Hey! thinking that i didnt commet a single mistake till this line but my friend i did many just kept editing it. If only my views ad mattered then i would have been in support of msg language. Its so easy. you need not write much. Every thing has a short form like three lettered word "you" converted to just one letter "u",and there is a big shorten up picture of english in sms world. PANTUATION who the hell give notice towards it while msging. Fullstop has been completly stoped. Poor little comma has surely gone in coma in sms world. And moreover people use T9 dictionary which is another cause of commiting spell mistake.
 Now let me show you the +ve point of sms language.

1. It is fast to write
2. Easy to remember
3. Saves paper ( lots of matter is shrinked up)
4. saves money:) (less ink utilised)

My dear friend if my mom finds out me in favour of sms language the first thing that i will listen" if this is the way in which you want to write the why on earth we made you study". so pals i understood that sms language needs to be confined to sms world till i dont collect a huge mob in support of it :-)

the relax mode

strange it seems when suddenly u find urself righting a blog on a sight. it gives a feeling that miss u r free nw to give ur thoughts wings again. let the world be aware of urs ideas and figure out there views on it. well i m a girl who was recently over loaded vid loads loads of tension. the silly thing was that i was holding on that tension stuff and not letting it go. getting tired of the monotonus life i tuk a break. visited hills. manali. its a wonderful place to make ur mind rest 4r a while. to let it out of thoughts that trouble u. to make ur mind be directed towards the beauty of life which was lost because of the wildest strokes of career point. river flowing on the mountain side.walking along the river with cool breeze touching ur face and creating a feeling of calmness inside u. after having lots and lots of questions troubling and not letting u figure out ur wishes, desires etc, the calmness makes u fal back into the childhood time wen u were free to make ur mind and thoughts turn the way u wish. 4r a short time but that feeling was there again in me. it just rebuilt the thought of being what i m, and living 4r myself. these ideas may sound strange but after a year of frustation wen u get time to think about urself it is like a childs fav toy is lost and he is crying for it, then suddenly he finds it out under his bed.