TRUST

Watched through your eyes,

Crystal clear things seemed,

Your talks had me entangled,

There was comfort and peace,

I did rely blindly on every word you spoke,

Cause they were like melodies from angel’s throat.  

Kept flowing with the wind of trust,

Unaware of the storm which was,

Heading close so silently.

Shattered on floor were pieces of my heart,

Stabbed brutally the trust,

I was holding on to by far.

Robe of silence covered me around,

But inside only chaos was found,

Loud cries of mine were turned

 Into whispers eventually,

I was struck by betrayal brutally.

Eyes bleeding, pleading for a reason,

A reason why my world was devastated so sudden,

Smile was snatched away and tears were gifted,

Huge prize I had to pay for landing by trust in someone.

Now, every morning I wake up,

With a pillow that’s not dry,

 Dictating, the story about the pain buried inside.

Gone with the storm my faith and security,

The word ‘trust’, tho small took a lot from me.

Broken and terrified till the core,

A part of me still desire to believe that,

Sun still shine, out there on the shore.

So the search to find myself again,

Has started with a hope,

That my smile would welcome me,

 And trust would be safe with someone close.