here again

after taking a short break. i m back in front of my pc with whole new sort of stufff happening in my life. life is a strange thing. brings things beyond imagination and gives u lot more then u deserve , worst if u deserve bad. i hav landed into a college finally. things goin cool over there. proffesional life just on the right track. but as mentioned when u get something gud the proability of getting bad wid it is more high. philosiphical all this stuff seems. but philosiphies r made when ur mind doesnt get ways to express out some hidden feelings. i have many dreams still waiting in my thoughts to get realised. but the only prob is stuff ran out of my hand and i m just holdin on the dreams and no sign of ways to fullfill them. over all messed up in my mind. and the only way to keep myself going on is dug up my mind in my proffesion and stop thinking. the biggest support is family at hard time. but when u commit some mistakes and failure in life it makes u a bit distant 4rm family also. at this point of life friends are the 1 who motivate u. but they are also bound at certain limit. thats a glimse of the play ground in my mind with thousands of emotions playin their part real well in hanging it up.