TRUST

Watched through your eyes,

Crystal clear things seemed,

Your talks had me entangled,

There was comfort and peace,

I did rely blindly on every word you spoke,

Cause they were like melodies from angel’s throat.  

Kept flowing with the wind of trust,

Unaware of the storm which was,

Heading close so silently.

Shattered on floor were pieces of my heart,

Stabbed brutally the trust,

I was holding on to by far.

Robe of silence covered me around,

But inside only chaos was found,

Loud cries of mine were turned

 Into whispers eventually,

I was struck by betrayal brutally.

Eyes bleeding, pleading for a reason,

A reason why my world was devastated so sudden,

Smile was snatched away and tears were gifted,

Huge prize I had to pay for landing by trust in someone.

Now, every morning I wake up,

With a pillow that’s not dry,

 Dictating, the story about the pain buried inside.

Gone with the storm my faith and security,

The word ‘trust’, tho small took a lot from me.

Broken and terrified till the core,

A part of me still desire to believe that,

Sun still shine, out there on the shore.

So the search to find myself again,

Has started with a hope,

That my smile would welcome me,

 And trust would be safe with someone close.   

TRUE FRIENDS AROUND

When true friends are around ,

time goes underground .

Inner peace slow down,

Freedom is what I have found .

We all go round and round,

Fun filled moments always surround ,

laughter and hoots are the loud sounds.

To hell go kingdoms and crowns,

With friends we love riding through the towns.

Foes seem complete clowns,

Whenever true friends are around.

I can scream and shout aloud ,

I have true friends and i am on highest cloud.

Treasure of life has been found ,

Friendship is worth more than any gold any pound.

Kiddish this might sound ,

But thats what i am turned into when true friends are around .

  

keep going on !!

Never give up ,

You always have the power to rise up,

Born in you is the soul of wisdom,

A spark of fire , a wind of devotion ,

Never constrain your imagination,

As it’s the mother of new born inspirations,

And the guide to ultimate freedom,

Which is to gain the best from our own expectations.

Winner you will be at the end,

If you can match up with the winds of change,

If you can just let your will never subside ,

Under the pressure of failures and lies,

Confidence is all what you need,

Right judgment and decision are guidance towards the final victory,

If all of the above land up in the right pace,

its a race , no time to waste ,
keep moving on , don't cry on your mistakes! 

Smile is what you will have on your last date !! 

PHOTOGRAPHY PROVOKED PASSION !!!

 

After a long time i have a topic plus a reason to do a blog entry :)every one has a growing passion and i have mine as photography ( its among my passions) . its simply like a craze which if ones held high in your mind then makes you create a whole collection of captured unforgettable scenes :)

         As the passion grows your camera suddenly becomes your best buddy :). every where you go you carry it as the fear to miss any perfect shot haunt you! 

         People may find you crazy at first but later on they will understand the growing passion and you'll not be called a jerk with and nondetachable camera :D

the sun set clicked by me :)

 Every moment will seem like an perfect shot to be captured . Whenever you watch out the setting or rising sun , it will make you   rush to your camera and say " oh! god i don't wanna miss this one. " And every click will be like a whole new picture :)

you can admire the glowing beauty of sun in the image that you can't directly :)

an image of rain drops in yellow light
with some b w effects :)

When you have this photo passion then even a moderately clicked be made into WOW! one by your photo experimenting mind setup :) no matter what whether you will have the power of making it as beautiful as desired in your pics :) 

Most fascinating part is the experimenting with light :) You discover shades and patterns to play with light in your clicks!

jodha palace corridor's image 

 Visit to new places will become your necessity in order to fetch your hunger for new clicks . Monuments are like a complete package of silent admirable beautiful pictures :) so visit to monuments which seemed boring earlier start fascinating after having the head on BANG! with photo craze. 

a night city view 

 The city night life is awesome to live especially in a place like Delhi. Its all lighted up in night so watching it from 14th floor is quite eye pleasing :) plus capturing it in your camera makes it ever lasting for you :)

on a rainy day how pretty things seem :)

Terrace photography is always pleasing for me :) i find lots of things to be captured in a single click !

click of stuff used to be in lime light
at party night :)

The growing passion of photography even wont let you sit idle at home. you will have a silent quality of arranging stuffs in a manner for good clicks, growing in you. Sometimes it lands u in trouble when u find  your mom shouting " miss put the stuff right where it belonged or your camera will suffer " . :D





At the end i would like to sum it up as its getting long and you all are tired of reading and there is a risk of loosing my readers :) kidding !
Its a wonderful hobby at first but becomes a awesome passion later ! you become addicted to the wonders created even by your simple camera :)
so just go and click some shots and sit back edit them your way and make the world see itself the way you see it in your imagination :) :) :)

Let your imagination fly as high as it can .
Let it touch the limit less sky and go far beyond the sunshine :)

CHILDHOOD, OPPORTUNITIES, AND SUCCESS

I wasn’t sure when ill do a blog entry again but suddenly things make you feel the need of penning down your thoughts and then the words just flow!

 Arrival of a person in this world marks the beginning of the journey through childhood, opportunities and success.

childhood smile :)

Let’s begin with the very 1^st stage ‘childhood’. The most lively and fun filled time a human ever lives. Care was all around. And we had no tensions and worries. There was just a mind ending up its little sweet curiosity of knowing the tiny small stuff happening around. A free heart desiring nothing more than an ice-cream or chocolate, cartoons and most important mom’s dad’s love. Ah! Those were the days when life was a real beauty without any ugly face hiding.

learning was complete fun at school :)

Going to a temple (which I realized it was when I passed it) called school. A place where knowledge was granted to us by while keeping us in the lap of fun. In spite of baby fights there was peace of mind. Sharing of things was done without a desire of favor in return backing it up. This was the point till which childhood last, my last day of school. Time passed by under mother father and teachers care and we had no falling for any more care. Life was as smooth as butter rolling on glass.

some times they are granted
and other time they are graped

As the truth never dies, so was the truth of life which had to be faced that ‘life is tuff’. We all have managed stepping up the journeys second phase ‘opportunities’. Packing up bags and leaving home, going out to face the very 1^st real competition of life ‘selection in a good college’. If you are lucky and hard working you make through and hence the world of opportunities open for some yet not all. What all events we participated in school life were for fun they didn’t make us face any harsh time. But in college you need to fight for the opportunities as well as fight in the opportunities. In college merely being good in studies don’t matter if you are not at the top most rank. So there is need for some fruitful other way out towards success is needed while keeping yourself good in studies (as it is important to pass out college).

luck and right opportunities
 open the door to success

Sometimes talent goes wasted if the right opportunity is not granted or missed. At same time a less talented may make up to it and lead. So luck works as cupid to land us within the arms of the right opportunity which makes us move to the third phase ‘success’.

its the most important ingredient for recipe of success   

Once you have managed grasping an opportunity than comes the hard work to reach the ultimate goal of this journey ‘success’. People desire, love and lust for success works day and night to achieve it.

success comes to the mind which is best used !

 But success comes to those who utilize time not in just working instead productive working. Doing something that result in profit grants success and on the same hand a loss or nothing in return grants an experience. So life ends up with glory if you manage achieving the last and topmost goal of professional life called ‘success’.

P.S.:- success is also useless if you don’t have your loved ones to admire it. So in the race of getting successful never forget the charms of life called ‘LOVE, CARE and AFFECTION’.

The Emotional Outlook

Again me and my pc are united back and my mind packed up with thoughts for the new article. EMOTIONS. Topic targeted for my blog this time. This is the most common and dangerous things. I m not gnna share anything new but may be my outlook towards usual emotional stufff be different.



                         The first and very loved emotion is happiness( doesnt sustain 4r a longer desired tym). Its the most beautiful feeling coz it makes our face glow with the most charming thing and thats a SMILE :)

Happiness need not have big reasons. many a times really small things make us real happy. Examples i have experenced recently :-

1. I was highly upset and suddenlly found a msg 4rm my freind saying "ill always be there 4r u" brought a smile on my face.

2. One of my friend was walking with his college friends and was discusing about their college administration team selection. All were pointing out who wud be selected who wnt. but at my 

This Pic might bring a smile on your Face :)



friends turn everybody said that he will be the president of student council. this lil reply made him so happy coz he was getting an attention towards his hard work :)

3. friend was crying in washroom silently , saw her instead of asking her the reason of her tears i cracked some good jokes which made her smile and happy again 4r a while.

The above mentioned this wrnt big stuffs but small words spoken giving big smiles.

sadness makes u feel alone

                    Now 2nd emotion is the very common thing when u r out alone in a college away 4rm family. SADNESS. This is the most dreadful emotions. it results to hyper mind or to drawning eyes in tears. and usually like happiness u need not have big reasons tiny tiny things easily hurts at tyms. The best thing to do when ur minds upset. Listen to rock music. And try to stay silent. My room mate dose it and it really works. silence can avoid more stuff which can make u further upset. Some experts advice wud help better which  u can find on google.

sadness offen converts into anger

   

And many a times it starts flowing from eyes

      The above mentioned two emotions are the most tackled one. And all the others r some what small or big conversions of. For example JEALOUSY. Its a form of sadness. Ur friend scored good marks and u couldnt. Your mind coz of sadness made u think why him and not me then this "WHY" is termed as jealousy.

Green has been the symbol for jealousy since ansiant time.

Let me discuse a more liked emotion. LOVE. It is the form of happiness which u get on being in someones company, let it be your parents ( our 1st love), our siblings, lover , friends. This is the most wonderful feeling usually misunderstood in one way only( lovers love only). It is said that u fall in love but tell me have your parents ever made you realise somehting bad from there side, or had they made you fall down to their expectations???????????? They have always kept high expectations so that at every point you always rise up. So now it can be said " True love always makes u rise like a sun and shine bright".

You never fail neither you fall in true love:)

So with this my article comes to an end. Coz it went to big and further more addition may led to bordum :)
Humans are a factory of emotions and planning to hide or kill or control them is wrong option. As this is the thing which denotes true meaning of LIFE in us :)

Emotions increase the beauty of moments^_^

life gave me time

this tym i m calm pleased and relaxed while writing this post. its coz i had a joyful, happy and memorabel trip with my family to gujrat. and i really miss that place not only 4r its beauty but also 4r its weather. its freeking cold in my home town. so back to the trip topic. it was more fun as i had the most humrous persons with me at the trip my dad and bro. it was a fullon laughter ride through out.
   Gujrat a wonderful clean place. atleast more clean then uttar pradesh. every monument(especially tempels r so beautifully carved) is a miracel on stone. just cant let the live pics in my mind of that place fade off. was hoping to meet a friend there but cudnt coz of hard luck this was the only thing pinched a bit.
   After such a wonderful vaccation now the bad part "return to college" . i love my college bcoz of the gud friends i had made there but home is alwaz the sweetest place. this is my last blog entry till 2 months gap then ill b back with new expereince. whenever i get scolding i feel like running away at that very moment away 4rm home. but the strange part is till the time of my leavin home and gettin back to clg comes, everything had setteld down and lots of family love is there. this makes the thing clear why we preffer cryin while going back to college. as we are grown ups now so we arnt suppose to cry and be brave. silly but its life which goes on with new stuff and emotions awaiting.............................

here again

after taking a short break. i m back in front of my pc with whole new sort of stufff happening in my life. life is a strange thing. brings things beyond imagination and gives u lot more then u deserve , worst if u deserve bad. i hav landed into a college finally. things goin cool over there. proffesional life just on the right track. but as mentioned when u get something gud the proability of getting bad wid it is more high. philosiphical all this stuff seems. but philosiphies r made when ur mind doesnt get ways to express out some hidden feelings. i have many dreams still waiting in my thoughts to get realised. but the only prob is stuff ran out of my hand and i m just holdin on the dreams and no sign of ways to fullfill them. over all messed up in my mind. and the only way to keep myself going on is dug up my mind in my proffesion and stop thinking. the biggest support is family at hard time. but when u commit some mistakes and failure in life it makes u a bit distant 4rm family also. at this point of life friends are the 1 who motivate u. but they are also bound at certain limit. thats a glimse of the play ground in my mind with thousands of emotions playin their part real well in hanging it up.

Fear and tear

Oh! my gosh look at the smile on the new born babies face. Its the most beautiful one. After a nap the baby opens his eyes and tears drip down his cheeks. Probablly many of us knws the correct reason. Its fear when the child doesnt finds his mom around and result are lots of tears. My dear friends this is the start of the journey in the world of fear and tear.

We grow up so does the fear. At the age of 9 i was the most coward child in my family. Fear of ghost haunted me the most. And i always ran at the back of my dad . At night always slept with the lights on. Not only the night lamps but the tubelights also. Who knew that there might be a boggeeman under my bed and grab and eat me up in mids of night. Funny these small fears seems now. But at that time i use to cry horribly. And spend the night in my moms lap. And use to sleep the most peaceful sleep. and dreamed about fairies .

Now i m grown up. fear of making through a good college haunt me and some time brings tears in my eyes. Hey! dear friends you might have gone through the same fear full nights. Half naps and somtime dizzy mood?  As we grow up our loved ones also incraese. So fear of loosing them. Again we drawn in tears. So tears and fears are a part of life.

But the best part is that we have family and friends to support us, wipe our tears and to some extent decraese our fears. Uuuuuhuuuuuuuu! you bad bad fear i have my family near so there isnt much place for tears

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THE SMS LANGUAGE

My last writing surely contained lots of mistake but believe me they become a part of life for short time when you have passed school and not yet landed into a college. Maximum time you spend with mobile, text msging your friend to carry on life in a manner making you feel that yes dude you are not yet alone and friends are always there. But as said that over dose of anything is always harmful. So am i suffering that the spell mistake have now become a part. Hey! thinking that i didnt commet a single mistake till this line but my friend i did many just kept editing it. If only my views ad mattered then i would have been in support of msg language. Its so easy. you need not write much. Every thing has a short form like three lettered word "you" converted to just one letter "u",and there is a big shorten up picture of english in sms world. PANTUATION who the hell give notice towards it while msging. Fullstop has been completly stoped. Poor little comma has surely gone in coma in sms world. And moreover people use T9 dictionary which is another cause of commiting spell mistake.
 Now let me show you the +ve point of sms language.

1. It is fast to write
2. Easy to remember
3. Saves paper ( lots of matter is shrinked up)
4. saves money:) (less ink utilised)

My dear friend if my mom finds out me in favour of sms language the first thing that i will listen" if this is the way in which you want to write the why on earth we made you study". so pals i understood that sms language needs to be confined to sms world till i dont collect a huge mob in support of it :-)

the relax mode

strange it seems when suddenly u find urself righting a blog on a sight. it gives a feeling that miss u r free nw to give ur thoughts wings again. let the world be aware of urs ideas and figure out there views on it. well i m a girl who was recently over loaded vid loads loads of tension. the silly thing was that i was holding on that tension stuff and not letting it go. getting tired of the monotonus life i tuk a break. visited hills. manali. its a wonderful place to make ur mind rest 4r a while. to let it out of thoughts that trouble u. to make ur mind be directed towards the beauty of life which was lost because of the wildest strokes of career point. river flowing on the mountain side.walking along the river with cool breeze touching ur face and creating a feeling of calmness inside u. after having lots and lots of questions troubling and not letting u figure out ur wishes, desires etc, the calmness makes u fal back into the childhood time wen u were free to make ur mind and thoughts turn the way u wish. 4r a short time but that feeling was there again in me. it just rebuilt the thought of being what i m, and living 4r myself. these ideas may sound strange but after a year of frustation wen u get time to think about urself it is like a childs fav toy is lost and he is crying for it, then suddenly he finds it out under his bed.